Its been quite some time since itook it upon myself to write a new entry to my blog, i set aside such ponderous pondering as i had previously been writing. mostly because i no longer work at zwicker and associates so my mind is more full of the physical, driving talking, eating, crushing, calculating what have you. Ive found the more physically inclined i become i tend to think introspectively less, while i still have the capacity when i am engaged in a physical task i am just content and happy.
no inward peering is required to entertain me because i feel more at peace.
Papa johns is a cesspool full of poor souls who have lost their way in life with only a few exceptions. everyone theres is shattered soul doomed to forever wander the monotonous corridor of the service industry until they die unwanted and broken. when i imagine them i see them as zombies in tattered clothes searching and yet not even seeing life. how can one call that type of existence living. working all day every day for Papa JOhns???? the name itself is ludicrous, an embarrassment, but hey the founder has a shit ton more money then i probably ever will so who am i to criticize him. Akira is beautiful however, how could it be that ive met a girl i truly like AGAIN, the way her hair always falls in a manner as to block her one eye is gorgeous, it kills my heart every time i see it, but i cant drag her into my shit barn of a life, yeah Barn.
I think ill keep doing this again its really making me feel better
Working for papa johns? no money no EXPERIENCE, David has kids and doesn't even have their pix? who stays in that kind of a job for that long, im depressed at the very thought.
nothing profound out of me tonight im afraid , im going to go count my box and money now and check my phne every five minutes to see if akira has messaged me back on facebook, whilst simultaneously wondering if im coming off as too much of a creeper.
does that behavior actually make me a creepe? do creepers know they are creepers ? they must at least suspect it? or maybe they dnt and thts what makes them true creepers
ok
goodbye.
