So, im feeling good tonight
im alone ive come to terms with that, i dare not say i wont relapse a handful more times but im ok!
Ive got someone who makes me happy, although at present the relationship is odd? but im me, and thats i need to remember, just trust myself and dnt take anything on faith from anyone else
the only person that can ensure things go smoothly is me , clear and in control of everything
im a good guy and i knw that, alot better then most although i do have my shortcomings and i regret them and what ive done to this world but hopefully i can make up for it.
Im going to buy my couch cover, thatll make me feel better too! not having a couch thats been effed up by other people. indeed!
