i GOT IT INTO MY head to go look at medeival torture devices about a week ago and i must say it was shocking.
Ive often hought of how nice it would be to go back to a more simplistic time or live a more symplistic life but i believe
that when thinkining of this i tend to create a very idealised view of these times
it is only when the darker side of life in these times is reveiled that you see that society isnt so bad.
society has always existed excpet now it is more tame and safe
noone has lived truely free and in the wilderness for hundreds of years.
and rightly so becasue this life however idealyc it sounds would be a terrile reality for most
filled with hardship violence disease and cruelty.
i fear ive not articulted my point well enough but i will try anew tomorrow when i have more itme till then adeu
i tire of these days doing naught but working, but what am i to od with the situation i am now in i must or forever lose myself to the poverty ridden realm of bad family life
and accept the absence of money into my soul
i know deep down i will make it in this world
but does everyone??
am i special in my feeling of imminent success or does everyone feel this way?
thats the ultimate question i guess
are we unique at all or are we all the same merely responding to the samesness in different ways does that make us different then despite a fundamental sameness?
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